Happiness seems to be coming...

I have seen a lot of things in my life, and with each passing moment I grow tired of the things that happen. Life is what people say it is, that it's a continuous cycle of a never ending thing. The kind that seems to slow down but never stops for anything.
I am tired of it, but life as they say goes on.

But now for me, it's different. I have something to look forward to, this is a gift that made me very happy and confused, excited but scared. Afraid but joyous to have it.
I am still fighting to have it, may god give it to me fully as I've longed for something like this to happen and to be given to me. A gift I am more than willing to accept, and will treasure for all my life.

I pray that the fruit may bear the true essence of the meaning, and be able to see the world as I see it. :)